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2003/05/08 ( 11:43 AM ) cxjo i started taking these, and now i'm trouble free! i used to think i was depressed. but then i can be so happy sometimes.. it just doesn't make sense. i have random bouts of creative power where i get a bunch of stuff done and am continually stressed and tense. sometimes i feel really sad. no reason. i've confessed. sometimes i'm overjoyed. i can't stop laughing at the stupidest jokes, they literally make me cry and fall out of my chair. people stare. i listen to pink floyd. sometimes i stay up really late and drink lots of coffeee and write lots of music and poetry and sometimes i just want to sleep. i almost NEVER want to get out of bed in the morning... usually not because i dread the day. but because i feel so good.. and i think there's still a chance i can fall back asleep or at least drift in and out of consciousness for a while, keep wakefulness at bay. the thing that usually finally makes me get up is coffee. very deep. and water. standing in the shower. i love the feel of water warming my skin. the night is over and the day is ready to begin. i go outside and take care of my flowers. #
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